Who gives . . . ?

You there,
Me here,
The only connection between us is love,
The only bond - love!

There's no communication,
There's no bridges,
Ther's nothing called as us.

No memories,
No dates,

only virtual connection,
union of souls and minds.

I love you,
come back to me.

A terrible distress caused upon me,
By the only one I desired.

You saw something, but
You couldn't understand and
thought you understand.

And you cursed me,
exiled me out of your life.

I am here,
You there with only connection of love!

I love you.

If someone is rejecting the person
who loves the person a lot.
You are not rejecting that person
who claims to love you and only.

You are rejecting
the love,
the happiness,
the feeling of neediness.

Love is the only feeling that will never die out.
It stays and it sits in heart silently,
traveling with you all through life.

The ones who loves you are gonna loose nothing,
but the one who got loved by the person gonna loose everything.
Irony of life . . . !

My love is not an easy one,
My love is very hard to understand.
But my love is only thing that keeps me going.
My definition of love is what makes me fight for what I don't have.

I don't care if you are kicking me,
I don't care if you are pushing me away from you,
I don't care if you are annoyed at my actions,
I don't care if you are irritated for being me myself.

I just only love you and love you.
I will come and sleep on your lap, dream again and again.
When ever I am alone,
I cry out for you.

I don't care if you hate me but . . .
Please just be with me.
If you ignore me and throw me away from your life.
I am not going to loose anything.
I will gain another person's solace who would want my love.

But . . .

You only got the shadow of the past.
What will you have when I am gone?
Only a lost feeling how it is to be loved by a selfless person.

Not money can buy you,
Not property can fetch you,
Not family can give you.

I pity you,
I am sorry for you.
I am gone and far gone.
You lost the most precious . . . !

I don't hate you,
I only love you.

Perfect love story.

You have your own life . . . running smoothly and good. No worries, no tensions, no problems. You are happy and you are living it the way you wanted. But a stranger comes into your life. And destroys everything you hold in your life in front of your eyes.

His hunt,
His prey,
His claws.

The deadly love, the dangerous love on a female by an intelligent male. A male whose love got directed in violence. The extreme feeling got converted into to a monstrous devil. A devil who has no guilt, no hesitation, no soul.

She did not ask for it,
She did not wish for it.

She never wanted it,
She never needed it.

The love which is as cruel as the Satan itself. The love which is a curse to her. The love that taunts her, more than that. The love that destroyed her. The love gifted her only loneliness. His aim was to freak her out. Control her, play her to his fancies.

There are two kind of love, love that is divinely and the love that is evil. It's her bad luck that she got wickedly evil in her fate.

Taking her,
Consuming her,
Isolating her,
Torturing her,
Eating her,
Separating her.

The love that gave her only pain, suffering and flashes of evil and her past. He showed her, HELL ON EARTH.

Writing to you.

My love!

I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never ever have caused you trouble,

I really really never meant to do you harm!

O no, I see!
Spot away it's me in the middle.
So I thought I have to spend time,
So here I am . . .
Writing to you.

Raise!

Raise,
Raise up my girl!
Raise up from the ashes.

I promised myself not to cry,
I promised myself never to get hurt,

Stay strong,
Stay bold,

Never let bad of others hit you,
There's a lot of evil around you,
waiting to attack you at your vulnerability,
Never give it in your sustainability.

Don't mess up,
no matter how hard the situations grow up.

The truth is you will win,
Have faith in your skin.

Don't be a skeptic,
Be a greatest relic.

All time is good,
When you have zeal to step in wood,
raw and flesh,
this blood and bones get refresh
To stand against the fears that hold

Raise up from the ashes,
Raise like a saint form the charcoal dust.

Weak!

I am very cold, I know goodness hurts more badly than badness and physical violence and violence itself and aggressive nature. And you thought my goodness is my biggest weakness. It's my weapon.

It's hurting you right? Very badly, disgustingly, insanely your conscience is eating you from inside. Making you to pull your intestines outside your stomach via your mouth.

You wish now if she could have punished me.
She could have scolded me,
abused me,
reacted badly with me.
And people ask why don't you fight back?
Why don't you reply other's bad reactions?

It's firstly waste of time and energy.
It's waste of my emotional energy.
It's negativity, I don't surround with negative energy.
Not any more. I ignore . . . !

I see ten steps ahead in life,
I don't see now.

Your badness cannot make my goodness disappear.
I punish by not punishing.
I love your soul,
I told you in human's are capable of doing good and bad.

Be happy!

I am afraid,
I got fear.

I am not scared of you,
I don't fear you,

Tell me my girl,
What are you scared of?
Why you are so fearful?

I see failure,
I see disappointment.

Don't loose the hope,
Don't gain the despair.

Have faith,
Never abandon the truth,
Never leave what you believe.

Pursue your goals,
Truth has a power,
An invisible power to move mountains,
Stony heart is nothing,
Cold blooded soul is not the end.

Diamond also melts,
Only it needs a powerful heart.
Boiling prayers,

God will come from the sky,
Will fall onto earth for you,
Have faith!
My sweet girl.

Don't fear,
Don't ever my dear.

There are angels.

There are angels,
There are compelling heros,
There are people who suffer more than they can take,
There are people who die invisible no matter how intelligent they are . . . for humanity.
There are people who will do anything for greater good,
There are people who would do anything for their wife . . .

Lovely husbands,
Great fathers,
Insane lovers,
Extreme males . . . !

There are people who are invisible,
Who come protect us and then disappear,
They don't give us their names,
They don't want credit,
They only want our smiles.

Believe in Angels,
Believe in Goodness in peoples.
Believe in humanity . . . !

Just be happy,
Be happy . . .

I am not what you think.

I am not what you think.
I am what you feel.
It's me Olivia,
Olivia Cassandrae

Always misunderstood creature.
I take your abuses first,
and then say fine and just leave silently.

By the time you understand me,
I am long gone and
You are my history.

I punish you by not punishing you.
I will never give you chance to apologize.
Live with it.

Dream on!

No matter how many people together 
form to perish the one person who is 
born to win nothing can happen to that person.

Phthonus got all the friends,
wicked and evil friends . . .
who helped Phthonus . . . so lame
who were with Phthonus all the time.

And yet . . . ! Phthonus rots!
Phthonus made the ones I love hurt me bad.
Kept my ones with her, all I did was leave them to her.
She strikes with all her force, she got even my friends.

But the ones who were mine were mine.
And when I looked back it was none.
I stood alone,
and I stood right here,

Seems that all the power of good wanted to help me.
I left and started a new life . . .
I got rid of all the negative;
stronger than before;

Nature is my friend,
alone yet I won all the battles.
All happy here on . . .
I got only happiness and love.

Triumph in the life!
And I move on . . . !
Life also goes on but the peace I made is awesome.
Now it's only el éxito en la vida!

Dream on . . . dream on . . . dream on
until it comes true.

You do anything you win.

You die you win,
you live you win,
you become rich you win,
you stay poor you win.
You do anything you win.
I hate you bitch.

You have to become rich I have to help you,
If I don't help you, you will never be rich,
if you are not rich I don't have a scope of future.
I want to be rich so I want you to be rich.

Fell in love with you.

I miss every day with you . . . !
fell in love with you.

My love don't leave me;
Ah!
You left me and gone.
See the pain in my heart.
If you can.
O my character,
O my life!

Love is a life for a dying person.
A males love is a stone's imprint
they will dream only about their hearts,
if they can't even see her in dreams then what?
Your breath is gone with her.
So why wouldn't come for me?
How could you live without your breath?

If snake bites we will die,
But what if love bites . . .
every day it is a death.

The moment you left me
. . . leaving my hand.
My heart morning in silent.
I trusted you and I came,
you broke my trust!
Feeling of wanting is a way filled with thrones,
if you walk in that direction we will never get our happiness.
Feeling of wanting is really addictive,
if you get addicted you will not survive.

No matter how big the pain in love,
we can't forget the love.
If you love someone they can't leave our hearts.

If we even loose our sleep,
for the only one we love?
Don't sink me in the ocean and leave me,
Like a beautiful rainbow,
you brought colours in my life and
immediately took it away from me
with no amount of mercy.

My eyes are shut right now completely.

JUDGE NOT!

I was shocked, confused, bewildered
As I entered Heaven's door,
Not by the beauty of it all,
Nor the lights or its decor.

But it was the folks in Heaven
Who made me sputter and gasp--
The thieves, the liars, the sinners,
The alcoholics and the trash.

There stood the kid from seventh grade
Who swiped my lunch money twice.
Next to him was my old neighbor
Who never said anything nice.

Bob, who I always thought
Was rotting away in hell,
Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,
Looking incredibly well.

I nudged Jesus, 'What's the deal?
I would love to hear Your take.
How'd all these sinners get up here?
God must've made a mistake.

'And why is everyone so quiet,
So somber - give me a clue.'
'Hush, child,' He said,
'they're all in shock.
No one thought they'd be seeing you.'

JUDGE NOT!

I can't reject you!

I can't reject you,
I will never reject you.
I love you,
My man!
I lust you,
My male!

You are my source of energy,
you are my source of happiness,
you are my source of enlightenment,
you are my source of knowledge,
you are my source of wisdom,
you are my source of intelligence,
you are my source of passion,
you are my source of goodness.

Now why on earth I would give up on you?
I love you,
My man!
I lust you,
My male!

Oh my love!

Oh my love!

Still my love . . .
O come with me,
For having my love,
Under the darkness of love.
come have with me,
I will save my love!

Till the end I would beg for love.
Skin is turned so cool, O stay my love!
Promise me you will never leave me.
O my love!
Still my love!

A love story!

She pushed him away,
she punished him for nothing,
she hated him for being not around.

Not the words,
not the rejection,
not the effects of life . . .

Stopped her and him.
They loved and yet never met.

A love story!

They never danced and yet danced,
they never ran together and yet they ran,
they never hugged and yet they hugged each other,
they never kissed and yet they did that daily.

DO NOT GO ! ! !

Don't say staying with me is your greatest fear.
Makes me so feel so helpless and shiver.

I can't do anything but cry hurtful tears.
If I had words. I'll tell you MY lacerates.

Can't see myself without you in this world.
There's no life without you, are my end.

I am, nothing, if you decide to go and leave.
Guess I'm not smart. Can't let you unnerve me.

Don't choose to go.
I Promise, I will never stop loving you so.

Just take me.
If you say you love me.
Why don't you take me?
Just take me. If you say you love me.

Do you love me so? If you do; Don't go ! ! !
DON'T LEAVE AND GO . . .
DO NOT GO ! ! !

I love you

I love you
From my deepest of soul,
I love you
From my essence of heart.
Just remember my Love!

Where ever you go
Just remember my love!

Spring is in my life with you
the desire of your love
resides in my heart
now no one can not
enter in my life

Where ever you go
Just remember my love!

My life and my love
now are your trust

Where ever you go
Just remember my love!

I love you.

I miss you, my . . .

I miss you, my ........
Longing nostalgic at a lone hilly porch,
Etches in the mind, rushing through my veins,
Making me so frail as a rain night torch
Seeking n’ locating some dull gray stains
Summon up the taste of caress you gave
To the tasteless days of poet unknown
Being beloved… beatific alone.
Who loves to hold on to the dreams n’ rue
But you take me out to the fairy meadows
How can I forget the strength you bestow?
To my will so shattered that I can’t go

So great thy nature that compares to none
Whenever I need, you are always there
Asking for nothing…. never in return
You are content with just holding me near
Why you look so deeply into my face
Oh………. my little lovely cup of tea!
I am missing you so much; come to me.

Do not complain!

Do not complain
you do not have which
he is not your fate
Nonetheless
I am waiting for you......

Oh my heart!
You don’t bring complain
on my lips
it is your own luck
it is his kindness
not his oppression
he is separated from me
but he is still close to me

Oh my heart!
do not complain
which i loved
he has never expressed
his love for me
he did not peace me
he never gave me tranquility

Oh my heart
you are looking for that person
who did not love me
I have understood
he was not my fate.

Oh my heart
do not complain!
Nonetheless
I am waiting for you......
Come and get me Oh my heart!

Before kiss!

If there is one thing
better than the kiss itself...
it is the moment right before it,
when the look in the eyes
leaves you both feeling breathless.

A kiss upon the hand of
someone you truly love
is more beautiful,
and more valuable
than any diamond
or gem could ever be!

It's me not you.

It's me you are good,
it's me you are happy,
it's me you decide to do good,
it's me you do what you do.

The change is because of me,
the merry atmosphere is my kindness.
The happiness of contentment is me.
You feel good about yourself is because of me.

Once I am gone,
You are again you.
None to appreciate you,
none to keep you special in your way as you are!

But my influence will be all your life with you.
Every good deed you do comes into my umbrella.

I am nobody

. . . I am nobody,
incarnation of nihilistic aesthetic,
rotting grey flesh,
covered in puss leaking sores,
stench holed gums which repulse,
the breathing abject yammering away,
see that which is without essence,
see that which is condemned,
see that which is unclean,
which haunts the sewers and alleys,
the hungry ghost which moans.

I am nobody,
without essence,
nothing is nothing,
that which is without.

Never take any Moment for Granted.

Never take any Moment for Granted.

Each is a Gift;
Full of Love and Possibilities.
Each with an echo;
Of a Miracle in the Making.

All you need to do is Believe in yourself.
And open your Soul to Love.

Never wait for a Perfect Moment;
Just take a Moment, and Make it Perfect.

Change your Perception of things;
And watch your Reality become,
- The Reflection;
Of every Cherished Dream.

Watch Bliss Bloom around you.
Find Love in a Little Blossom,
Kindness in a Hug;
Serenity in a beautiful Sunset.

Let's Make Beautiful Memories,
Out of Ordinary Moments;
Because once you Make them yours;
No one can ever take them away.

We can't miss what we never had.

O o o . . . !

The moon and
the sun.

We all come undone,
the night steels the girl,
we all fall down.

Up who's whispering,
dark shadows again.
The crush of pain,
hangs in there.

Fell in love with you.

I miss every day with you . . . !
fell in love with you.

My love don't leave me;
Ah!
You left me and gone.
See the pain in my heart.
If you can.
O my character,
O my life!

Love is a life for a dying person.
A males love is a stone's imprint
they will dream only about their hearts,
if they can't even see her in dreams then what?
Your breath is gone with her.
So why wouldn't come for me?
How could you live without your breath?

If snake bites we will die,
But what if love bites . . .
every day it is a death.

The moment you left me
. . . leaving my hand.
My heart morning in silent.
I trusted you and I came,
you broke my trust!
Feeling of wanting is a way filled with thrones,
if you walk in that direction we will never get our happiness.
Feeling of wanting is really addictive,
if you get addicted you will not survive.

No matter how big the pain in love,
we can't forget the love.
If you love someone they can't leave our hearts.

If we even loose our sleep,
for the only one we love?
Don't sink me in the ocean and leae me,
Like a beautiful rainbow,
you brought colours in my life and
immediately took it away from me
with no amount of mercy.
My eyes are shut right now completely.