Sunday, January 9, 2011

I am strong.

I am done with the fear of doing perpetration. This helplessness, this ridiculous fears, this unjustifiable thoughts. I will fight back. Come on try me.

I am not gong to cry any more, at least I hope not, tired of being afraid.

I survived living hell these last months, and I am still standing here. I am the strong one. You failed terribly in not being able to control me. The fact that I am still right here means I am the strong, and you are the weak. I am wining the battle; will not give up. I did not move even an inch, I did not act in a way that will sway me away from my actual path. Those terrible hallucinations will end, those illusions will vanish, have faith.

Haunting will stop. I will make them stop. You cannot kill me, your whispers will not make me die. No matter if I had to fight again and again. I will fight, each and every time you manage to come up.



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