I am not what you think.

I am not what you think.
I am what you feel.
It's me Olivia,
Olivia Cassandrae

Always misunderstood creature.
I take your abuses first,
and then say fine and just leave silently.

By the time you understand me,
I am long gone and
You are my history.

I punish you by not punishing you.
I will never give you chance to apologize.
Live with it.