Who gives . . . ?

You there,
Me here,
The only connection between us is love,
The only bond - love!

There's no communication,
There's no bridges,
Ther's nothing called as us.

No memories,
No dates,

only virtual connection,
union of souls and minds.

I love you,
come back to me.

A terrible distress caused upon me,
By the only one I desired.

You saw something, but
You couldn't understand and
thought you understand.

And you cursed me,
exiled me out of your life.

I am here,
You there with only connection of love!

I love you.

If someone is rejecting the person
who loves the person a lot.
You are not rejecting that person
who claims to love you and only.

You are rejecting
the love,
the happiness,
the feeling of neediness.

Love is the only feeling that will never die out.
It stays and it sits in heart silently,
traveling with you all through life.

The ones who loves you are gonna loose nothing,
but the one who got loved by the person gonna loose everything.
Irony of life . . . !

My love is not an easy one,
My love is very hard to understand.
But my love is only thing that keeps me going.
My definition of love is what makes me fight for what I don't have.

I don't care if you are kicking me,
I don't care if you are pushing me away from you,
I don't care if you are annoyed at my actions,
I don't care if you are irritated for being me myself.

I just only love you and love you.
I will come and sleep on your lap, dream again and again.
When ever I am alone,
I cry out for you.

I don't care if you hate me but . . .
Please just be with me.
If you ignore me and throw me away from your life.
I am not going to loose anything.
I will gain another person's solace who would want my love.

But . . .

You only got the shadow of the past.
What will you have when I am gone?
Only a lost feeling how it is to be loved by a selfless person.

Not money can buy you,
Not property can fetch you,
Not family can give you.

I pity you,
I am sorry for you.
I am gone and far gone.
You lost the most precious . . . !

I don't hate you,
I only love you.

Perfect love story.

You have your own life . . . running smoothly and good. No worries, no tensions, no problems. You are happy and you are living it the way you wanted. But a stranger comes into your life. And destroys everything you hold in your life in front of your eyes.

His hunt,
His prey,
His claws.

The deadly love, the dangerous love on a female by an intelligent male. A male whose love got directed in violence. The extreme feeling got converted into to a monstrous devil. A devil who has no guilt, no hesitation, no soul.

She did not ask for it,
She did not wish for it.

She never wanted it,
She never needed it.

The love which is as cruel as the Satan itself. The love which is a curse to her. The love that taunts her, more than that. The love that destroyed her. The love gifted her only loneliness. His aim was to freak her out. Control her, play her to his fancies.

There are two kind of love, love that is divinely and the love that is evil. It's her bad luck that she got wickedly evil in her fate.

Taking her,
Consuming her,
Isolating her,
Torturing her,
Eating her,
Separating her.

The love that gave her only pain, suffering and flashes of evil and her past. He showed her, HELL ON EARTH.

Writing to you.

My love!

I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never ever have caused you trouble,

I really really never meant to do you harm!

O no, I see!
Spot away it's me in the middle.
So I thought I have to spend time,
So here I am . . .
Writing to you.

Raise!

Raise,
Raise up my girl!
Raise up from the ashes.

I promised myself not to cry,
I promised myself never to get hurt,

Stay strong,
Stay bold,

Never let bad of others hit you,
There's a lot of evil around you,
waiting to attack you at your vulnerability,
Never give it in your sustainability.

Don't mess up,
no matter how hard the situations grow up.

The truth is you will win,
Have faith in your skin.

Don't be a skeptic,
Be a greatest relic.

All time is good,
When you have zeal to step in wood,
raw and flesh,
this blood and bones get refresh
To stand against the fears that hold

Raise up from the ashes,
Raise like a saint form the charcoal dust.

Weak!

I am very cold, I know goodness hurts more badly than badness and physical violence and violence itself and aggressive nature. And you thought my goodness is my biggest weakness. It's my weapon.

It's hurting you right? Very badly, disgustingly, insanely your conscience is eating you from inside. Making you to pull your intestines outside your stomach via your mouth.

You wish now if she could have punished me.
She could have scolded me,
abused me,
reacted badly with me.
And people ask why don't you fight back?
Why don't you reply other's bad reactions?

It's firstly waste of time and energy.
It's waste of my emotional energy.
It's negativity, I don't surround with negative energy.
Not any more. I ignore . . . !

I see ten steps ahead in life,
I don't see now.

Your badness cannot make my goodness disappear.
I punish by not punishing.
I love your soul,
I told you in human's are capable of doing good and bad.

Be happy!

I am afraid,
I got fear.

I am not scared of you,
I don't fear you,

Tell me my girl,
What are you scared of?
Why you are so fearful?

I see failure,
I see disappointment.

Don't loose the hope,
Don't gain the despair.

Have faith,
Never abandon the truth,
Never leave what you believe.

Pursue your goals,
Truth has a power,
An invisible power to move mountains,
Stony heart is nothing,
Cold blooded soul is not the end.

Diamond also melts,
Only it needs a powerful heart.
Boiling prayers,

God will come from the sky,
Will fall onto earth for you,
Have faith!
My sweet girl.

Don't fear,
Don't ever my dear.