I am very cold !

I am very cold, I know goodness hurts more badly than badness and physical violence and violence itself and aggressive nature. And you thought my goodness is my biggest weakness. It's my weapon.

It's hurting you right? Very badly, disgusti

ngly, insanely your conscience is eating you from inside. Making you to pull your intestines outside your stomach via your mouth.

You wish now if she could have punished me.
She could have scolded me,
abused me,
reacted badly with me.
And people ask why don't you fight back?
Why don't you reply other's bad reactions?

It's firstly waste of time and energy.
It's waste of my emotional energy.
It's negativity, I don't surround with negative energy.
Not any more. I ignore . . . !

I see ten steps ahead in life,
I don't see now.

Your badness cannot make my goodness disappear.
I punish by not punishing.
I love your soul,
I told you in human's are capable of doing good and bad.

Love is the only thing that keeps me going.

If someone is rejecting the person
who loves the person a lot.
You are not rejecting that person
who claims to love you and only.

You are rejecting

the love,
the happiness,
the feeling of neediness.

Love is the only feeling that will never die out.
It stays and it sits in heart silently,
traveling with you all through life.

The ones who loves you are gonna loose nothing,
but the one who got loved by the person gonna loose everything.
Irony of life . . . !

My love is not an easy one,
My love is very hard to understand.
But my love is only thing that keeps me going.
My definition of love is what makes me fight for what I don't have.

I don't care if you are kicking me,
I don't care if you are pushing me away from you,
I don't care if you are annoyed at my actions,
I don't care if you are irritated for being me myself.

I just only love you and love you.
I will come and sleep on your lap, dream again and again.
When ever I am alone,
I cry out for you.

I don't care if you hate me but . . .
Please just be with me.
If you ignore me and throw me away from your life.
I am not going to loose anything.
I will gain another person's solace who would want my love.

But . . .

You only got the shadow of the past.
What will you have when I am gone?
Only a lost feeling how it is to be loved by a selfless person.

Not money can buy you,
Not property can fetch you,
Not family can give you.

I pity you,
I am sorry for you.
I am gone and far gone.
You lost the most precious . . . !

I don't hate you,
I only love you.

Don't let anyone
ever dull your sparkle.

Sometimes
you don't give
someone a reason
to dislike you;
they just do it
out of pure insecurities.

Some people are just sitting and
waiting for you to fail,
make sure
you disappoint them
every chance you get.

People only rain 
on your parade 
because they're 
jealous 
envy your sun and 
tired of their shade.

Smile . . . !
 Always keep smiling . . . 
enjoy life as it comes.

Don't let anyone
ever dull your sparkle.

You love me come to me.
You love me prove it to me.
You love me break the barriers for me.
You love me then don't let me go . . . !

It's only about your love.
Do you love me?

No excuses,
No step backs,

You want me,
Then come for me.

You love me then fight for me.
You love me then don't stop until last breath,
You love me don't wait for fate to decide,
You love me act on it.

The love you hold on me,
Defines your actions to keep me in your life,
Sitting idle isn't gonna help you get your love.
Fight, fight harder, fight even more harder.

You love me . . . !

I believe in Magic.

I believe in Magic.
I believe in Gods,
I believe in Devils,

You and I . . .
In this world,
With in this wings,

I believe in you,
I believe in me,
I believe in faith!

You and I . . .
Will never depart,
Will never separate.

I believe in love,
I believe in your love,
I believe in my love,

You and I . . .
In this human form,
In this helpless disguise

I believe in future,
I believe in your actions.
I believe you will come for me.

Never be ashamed of who you are.

Never be ashamed of who you are.

Living life ashamed of who you are
is a very difficult life to live.
Instead of being ashamed
of where you have been and
what you have been through,
be grateful.

You are blessed to still have life,
you were blessed with 
the gift of waking up this morning, and 
you have a chance to make your life better. 

Not everyone was given 
this tremendous gift of life this day, and 
the next minute in our life isn't promised,
just as the next day isn't promised to as well.
You are somebody! 
You are important!

If you allow yourself to do great things, and 
stop feeling convicted for what 
you haven't accomplished in the past, 
you will make a big impact on this world. 
Don't walk with your head down in shame; 
walk with your head high, 
as the queen or king 
that you really are, and 
show the world 
what you are really made of!

Life happens!

Life happens.

But it is up to us to whether or not,
allow people,
places, and
things from our past
have power to continue
to control our present.

Now I’m not one to sit here and 
say something as insulting as “it’s easy" 
because it isn't. 
Sometimes letting go of people or 
events from our past 
can be one of the hardest things 
we’ve ever done. 
But you can do it. 
I’ve done it.

The truth is:
anger, 
resentment, 
wanting to get even, 
being afraid, or 
feeling insecure around 
a person or in a situation 
can weigh you down. 
But to let go – 
it’s the only way that you can move 
fully into the present and 
give yourself the clarity 
to focus on the best possible future 
of course for yourself.

Each "new" day, 
is a gift for all of us, 
to say: 
" Nothing is going to weight me down, 
I am the boss of my future. 
No person can take this gift away from me!"