I believe in Magic.

I believe in Magic.
I believe in Gods,
I believe in Devils,

You and I . . .
In this world,
With in this wings,

I believe in you,
I believe in me,
I believe in faith!

You and I . . .
Will never depart,
Will never separate.

I believe in love,
I believe in your love,
I believe in my love,

You and I . . .
In this human form,
In this helpless disguise

I believe in future,
I believe in your actions.
I believe you will come for me.

Never be ashamed of who you are.

Never be ashamed of who you are.

Living life ashamed of who you are
is a very difficult life to live.
Instead of being ashamed
of where you have been and
what you have been through,
be grateful.

You are blessed to still have life,
you were blessed with 
the gift of waking up this morning, and 
you have a chance to make your life better. 

Not everyone was given 
this tremendous gift of life this day, and 
the next minute in our life isn't promised,
just as the next day isn't promised to as well.
You are somebody! 
You are important!

If you allow yourself to do great things, and 
stop feeling convicted for what 
you haven't accomplished in the past, 
you will make a big impact on this world. 
Don't walk with your head down in shame; 
walk with your head high, 
as the queen or king 
that you really are, and 
show the world 
what you are really made of!

Life happens!

Life happens.

But it is up to us to whether or not,
allow people,
places, and
things from our past
have power to continue
to control our present.

Now I’m not one to sit here and 
say something as insulting as “it’s easy" 
because it isn't. 
Sometimes letting go of people or 
events from our past 
can be one of the hardest things 
we’ve ever done. 
But you can do it. 
I’ve done it.

The truth is:
anger, 
resentment, 
wanting to get even, 
being afraid, or 
feeling insecure around 
a person or in a situation 
can weigh you down. 
But to let go – 
it’s the only way that you can move 
fully into the present and 
give yourself the clarity 
to focus on the best possible future 
of course for yourself.

Each "new" day, 
is a gift for all of us, 
to say: 
" Nothing is going to weight me down, 
I am the boss of my future. 
No person can take this gift away from me!"

My mother!

My mother,

(I) was born in pain
on leash, in chain
Deserted in famine of passionate
with open appealing eyes to rain
***

 
My mother,

Drinking you blood,
Floating in your liquid,
Mother I grown from a small cell,
To a multi - organ creature in your belly.


My mother,

Seeing darkness,
Hearing your tender voice
Kicking your kindness,
Smothering your grace


My mother,

Never let me go from your embrace,
Keep me safe and sound in your lace.
Teach me how to fight this ignorance,
Allow me to survive in tolerance.


My mother,

Be gentle and kind,
Be soft and tender,
Keep me always in your mind,
Never kick me out of your ledger


My mother,

... now I live in tomb
nagging my doom
If I knew the world is so dark and gloomy
I would never came out of my mother's womb

If you really loved me

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have made me cry,

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have left me in my misery.

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have gifted me pain,

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have granted me tears' rain.

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have taken my happiness,

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have ripped me of my bliss.

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have written a bad fate,

If you really loved me
You wouldn't have chose not to fight for me.  

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have let me go . . . !

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have made me say goodbye.

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have to lie.

If you really loved me,
You wouldn't have let me die.

Alone in life

Alone To Cry,
Alone To Laugh,
Alone To Smile,
Alone To Frown.

Alone To Live,
Alone To Die,
Alone To Wander,
Alone To Discover.

Alone In Pain,
Alone In Hurt,
Alone In Joy.

Alone In The Morning,
Alone In The Night,
Alone In The Afternoon,
Alone In This Life,
Alone In This World.

Alone In Boredom,
Alone In Knowledge,
Alone In This State.

Alone With People,
Alone At School,
Alone Right Now,
Alone When I Was Born,
Alone When I Will Die... :(
Alone To Laugh,
Alone To Smile,
Alone To Frown.

Alone To Live,
Alone To Die,
Alone To Wander,
Alone To Discover.

Alone In Pain,
Alone In Hurt,
Alone In Joy.

Alone In The Morning,
Alone In The Night,
Alone In The Afternoon,
Alone In This Life,
Alone In This World.

Alone In Boredom,
Alone In Knowledge,
Alone In This State.

Alone With People,
Alone At School,
Alone Right Now,
Alone When I Was Born,
Alone When I Will Die... :(

A fan wrote to me! Love it!

Specially for you....olivia.....
My red heart is blue,
because I’m missing you.
Every day, I think about you,
and I imagine how great
every hour,
every minute,
and every second would be
if you were here with me.
Every night, when I lie in bed,
I dream that you’re beside me,
holding me close to you.
If you were, I’d whisper in your ear,
how much I love you.
Since you came into my life
nothing has been the same.
I’ve experienced love to its fullest,
and I’ve tasted a beauty that never ends,
because you’re where my happiness begins.
I’m incomplete without you, and
I’ll never stop loving you.
You’re the world to me,
in brilliant colors.
You’re my best friend,
a favorite song that will never end.
And together is where we should be.
Someday soon, I pray,
that you’ll walk through the door
and take this heartache away.